Just Me!! The Butterfly effect

I actually managed to get 2 numbers on last nights lottery instead of the usual 0 or 1, still four numbers off getting anywhere but hey ho the story of my life

Almost the weekend and I know that there has been a lack of blogginess from this here corner of blogland but I am full of cold and finding it hard to concentrate on even the simple things. I think it may be manflu considering the way I feel right now, anyway, whatever it is it will be gone soon and then maybe I can actually get down to some serious writing, not just on blog either.

So just a quickie to let everyone know that I am indeed still alive and kicking, and you all know where I am if you need me

They tell me that age is a reletive thing, well try telling that to your body when every part of it is trying its best to go south no matter how hard you try to keep it up north!

Now I dont actually have a problem with the age thing, when people ask they are told my real age because to me what is the point in making some weird and ridiculous age up? Besides I dont like lies. I am not scared of becoming older, and in some ways look forward to the time when I can get away with doing weird and wonderful things and be forgiven cos it's my age dontcha know, unlike now when I am told that I should not be doing so and so and to 'act my age' etc etc.

Well the thing is that in my head I am 21, though my body (the traitorous thing) testifies that I am older, I dont feel old, therefore I am not old. If I like that pair of shoes and have the money to purchase them then I will do so, dont tell me that they should only be worn by 'young' people, why? Do only the young have the right to nice shoes? I am a bit more conservative in my apparel, though I favour my baby pink jersey wool scarf and my cerise and black fingerless gloves, and why not, is there some rule that says all those over a cretain age should wear a black or a white scarf? I like certain types of clothes and while they still look good on me, why should I not wear them? Why should I demure and grow old gracefully? I am not ready for that by a long, long way.

Old to me is at least 75, and I am nowhere near that golden age (honest I'm not) so I will go on growing old/er disgracefully and those that look on me as slightly mad or eccentric, well honies, there is a bit of that in all of us

Have a great day my friends

I was not sure what I should write about today, my mind is a blank, well actually it isn't a blank it is full to overflowing, the problem is that the stuff whizzing round in there wont stay still long enough for me to make any sense of any of it, is making me dizzy

My friend has called a sudden halt to the clearing of the shop, she did this tuesday morning, 'I wil call you' says she 'and explain' still not heard, but she will tell me in her own time, she does have other things occupying her mind right now.

Lots of stuff going on here right now, the bathroom sink decided to spring a leak last night and ended up flowing into the downstairs hallway. just one more disaster in a house full of them, poor kids are desperate to find somewhere else but everything is priced beyond their means, especially while I am out of work. When I first moved in here with them it was a joy to see the weight lifted off their shoulders, now I watch them slump a little more each time something else goes wrong

K time for me to go and do something else for a little while, dont want to be getting all maudlin now do we, have a great day

1. Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
yes

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Would depend on who I was with, but usually all three

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Left side and middle

4. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No

5. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Hehehehe, both but prefer shower

6. Do you watch/read pornography?
I have been known to

7. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Depends what you mean by aggressive, passion and mutual understanding are the most important

8. Do you love someone on your blogroll?
Do you mean my friendlist? Most assuredly yes

9. Would you choose love or money?
They do say all you need is love, though it dont pay the bills

10. Your top three favourite kinks in bed?
Now that would be telling

11. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes

12. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
With the right person everywhere and anywhere is romantic

13. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
In the Church grounds, and no I will not expand on that

14. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Yes

15. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
No,

16. Ever been picked up in a bar?
yes

17. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Kissed not in a sexual way, we all kiss friends, dont we?

18. Had sex in a movie theatre?
No

20. Had sex in a bathroom?

See 5

21. Have you ever had sex at work?
No

22. Bought something from an adult store?
Yes.

23. Do you own any sex toys?
Not anymore

24. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Nope

25. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nope

26. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
Hmmmm, a prelude maybe, unless you are not in the mood for full intercourse

27. What's your favourite sexual position?
Depends who I am with

28. What's your favourite sex act?
Again depends who I am with

29. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
No

30. How many bloggers do you think will post this meme this week?
Knowing this lot, quite a lot of them, maybe 20 or more

Do you ever wonder how the days can go so fast one minute and so slow the next? I guess it depends on what you are doing as to how fast the time seems to pass, enjoyment makes time pass so quickly and misery makes it go so slow, so there is the trick, if you want the time to last be a misery guts and if you dont care then laugh and smile to your hearts content. I much prefer the latter to be honest, who cares that time passes so quickly, at least when you have fun you create memories.

A quickie today, well for now, there seems to be a mem going round that I just might have a go at later, but have to go shopping right now, something to do with that time again

Have a great day

It is a sad thing when someone achieves their dream only to have to give it up because of the things that life has thrown at them in the past twelve months, my friend is having to do this and I am helping her now to empty the shop and put away her dreams. Always she is putting others before herself, but it is the way things have to be for the moment, she cannot look after her family and continue her dream, because to do so would surely end up killing her with the stress that it would cause and the almost impossible round of 24 hour days she would have to endure. Dreams are fragile things like the gossamer web of a spider they can dissolve under pressure from outside sources.

The strength of others often amazes me, people that you thought would crumble at the first hurdle not only surmount it but go on to constantly surmount hurdles for the rest of their lives, sometmes with ease and grace and sometimes with much effort and stumbling, but get there they do. I hope that this last hurdle will not be the one that makes my friend stumble and fall, and because I know of the things she has faced and faces still, I know I will be there to help lower the hurdle with the others that will also be there. Friendship is one of the most important commodities we have and it costs us nothing but our time and affection.

Have a great Tuesday people

There is something quite comical about the snippets one overhears while out and about, the half sentences, utterings of people passing by as they converse with their friends, partners, family. I always kinda put my own take on these snippets, like the woman who passed by in a cloud of perfume telling her friend? "It's so not happening" OK, so the pub bore asked you out? Better still hubby asked you to wash up?

Mostly they keep me entertained for all of a couple of minutes while the next snippet comes along or something else captures my vast and never ending imagination, until today that is, and this one has had me puzzling all the way home and am puzzling still (in between other more important things I might add) overheard snippet from a police officer to his obviously rookie charge " thats why I say always carry cheese slices" intrigued? You bet I am, what!!

Why would a policeman carry cheese slices with him on the beat, is this some new and infallable weapon we have not been made aware of? Is there a purpose for cheese slices other than placing them on toast? Or on the tops of burgers?

If there are any policemen out there, please put me out of this turmoil and explain to me what the cheese slices are for, because it has me beat.

Meanwhile I wonder if any of you lot can come up with a cheese slice scenario that would make carrying them seem sensible (or not knowing you lot )

You may (or may not) have noticed a distinct lack of morning posts over the last four days or so. I made a decision last week and on Monday I lay down the gauntlet so to speak and have been attempting to give up the mighty weed known as tobacco.

Armed with my trusty inhalator I have entered the fray, though I have to admit to the odd slide into a quick puff or two, I am finding that I want them less and less, they make me feel nauseated and dizzy and instead of perservering til it goes away, I put it out and dont bother, I want to do this and I know that I wont if I dont do it this way.

The inhalator as opposed to patches, the reason I chose it that way apart from the fact that I have tried patches and failed is that patches release nicotine slowly into your bloodstream over 24 hours, you then have the problem of weaning off the patches, so it is like a twelve week process, it only takes nicotine 4 days to remove its presence from your body, the rest of the craving issues are down to behavioural problems, the lighting of the cig, the times you had them, e.g. after meals, first thing in a morning. The inhalator uses nicotine cartridges that you place inside, when your craving for nicotine is at its highest you simply place in mouth and take a drag, much like you would with a cigarette, the amount you inhale is down to you and how hard you suck (behave boys!!)

This way you are combatting both sets of craving issues at the same time, behavioural and chemical, and to be honest a lot of the time just placing it in the mouth the same as the ciggy takes away the craving itself without actully taking any nicotine in.

Finding things to do is always going to be an issue, especially if you are out of work as I am, going out for walks is fine, but not when it is pouring it down with rain and a gale force wind blowing, so I have been trying to find all sorts of things to occupy myself with, omg isn't fcebook boring!! Parts of my family have just become addicted to it, well the games on it, zoo and cafe and farm, I have had a little play over the past couple of days, but I have to say, I would rather level my Druid!

So this is the reason that I have been AWOL, I wanted to give it a try before announcing it to the world, hopefully by this time next week there will be no slides back to the odd puff here and there and I will be smoke free

Have a good day

Sunday, a day of rest and relaxation, well mostly anyway.

I am making the dinner which we will have at 6-30pm because of son working til 6pm, I also went and bought all makings for sunday dinner in the very nasty weather we are having, gale force winds and torrential rain, a window got smashed across the road because they had it part open and the wind caught the catch and slammed it into the wall, that will cost them a bob or two! And of course trees are groaning and leaves are flying, and I almost was too, the wind though couldn't make up its mind which way to send me so I managed to keep both feet on the ground

I needed a relaxing day after the madhouse of yesterday, and the very long day it turned out to be, though much fun was had, when I got home and finally sat down after nine hours on my feet I realised just how tired and achey I was, nice long hot bath and some quality chill out time got me relaxed enough to have an easier day today without still aching.

And that is it for now, not a morning post I grant you, but at least it is a post