I have this aim ( it is only one of them) that each and every day I shall make someone smile genuinely,what is it they say?smile and the world smiles with you!or they look at you as if you just escaped from the looney ward of the local hospital! Do I succeed in this endeavour?well apart from the days when I stay behind the locked doors of la casa lyndlj,yes!
My mind is overflowing today,so I will probably tangent off onto all sorts of things,it may not make any sense to anyone out there reading it,but hey,it may make you smile
I was walking down the road to catch the bus,after locking up late as usual,and there about a quarter of the way down is this woman,she is shouting about how Jesus loves us and clapping her hands,and swearing at anyone that looks at her funny,lol,turning round in circles and shouting she then endeavours to show us how much Jesus loves us by walking out into the mainstream traffic!teatime mainstream traffic,well it seems despite horns shouts and cursing,that Jesus loved her alright as she managed to reach the other side without a scratch or near miss! I decided that I wouldn`t test Jesus twice in one night and waited for the little green man to say I could cross,oh ye of little faith!lol.

So my companions and I were discussing/debating things,putting the world to rights as you do ( no not on the way home,this was another time) when one of them suddnely pipes up " you know you will need a sloicitor and an accountant when you set up on your own" what! where did this come from " why on earth woult I need those?" says I " I am in the people market not the property market!"
" well ok,maybe not a solicitor but definately an accountant" he continues. "Now why would I need an accountant,I already do all the profit loss,turnover,matt,gross,etc etc,and tax returns.Why on earth would I wish to employ someone to do it for me?" "Ah but thats here,not there" ( which reminds me,a little message for the faceless one,should he ever wander in here again,sorry,my friend,my mistake for thinking you were different,your loss,because I am)

Then I realise he is referring to my intent of leaving and moving to America! We have discussed this my companions and I,this weekend they tell me has seen me run out of excuses,or reasons to stay,as I call them.I know he is right,and it isn`t that I dont want to go because I do,lets face it there is nothing to keep me here,but,I have never been one to count my chickens before they have hatched and I haven`t even passed yet! Though they all say I will.

So I have just witnessed the arrival of the decorations,sons girlfriend walks in with arms and boxes full of them.She didn`t seem too suited when I said that there was no way that they were going up in my room untill it was immaculate!And lo and behold she is cleaning! And I had given up believing in miracles!

I think I should go have a coffee!

The start of a new week,and a new phase begins.
I made the decision last night that it really isn`t worth this,so I sort of semi-resigned.I wiped my profile to the point where there is almost nothing there,I shall not bother with it much now,no point really.I was tired of the idiots anyway,the wierdos and the perves.As much as they made interesting research,I was tired of the same old same old.
The faceless one has read the blog,so I really had no need to tell him that he was not part of the studies,as if he had indeed read it properly he would have already seen that in the writing,so what was it? Well it does not matter now as that too is done!
Apperently he was miffed because I did not write that he liked oral sex too ( I know this only because he told me) so now I have,hope you are happy now faceless one! Actually gutted was the word he used!Hehehehe,I have been far too harsh with him really,why I do not know,it`s not like we ever would have met quite apart from the fact that he is way out of my league!
Anyway he has my e-mails,if ever he should want to communicate,which he wont!
I would have had less and less time there anyway as the studies are back into full swing in a few weeks,so it is no loss.
And so to a new day,and a new week,back to work with a smile on my face,whats done is done and it is thier loss.
Being open and honest has its drawbacks as I have said before but,I will not change that as in the end it is the best way.Being blunt and staightforward I expect others to be the same and I forget that on there and places like it that isn`t what they are about,it is a game,a place to hide,for most of them.Because they are not capable of finding what they want in the real world? Because they are too busy? Or because they fool themselves into believing that it isn`t what they want really,and it is just fun,a laugh?for some of them that may be true,but in the end they will all get bored and move on,wont they?
Better go and get ready for work.
I already feel ready to take on the world,so it best watch out today!