Just Me!! The Butterfly effect

Finally finished another essay this two a month thing is exhausting my word supply. Still thats it till May,just the practical stuff to do untill then,the reading and researching and Methodology etc.I knew from the beginning it wasn`t going to be easy fitting it in around work and all the other things that go on in a persons life,but I have always loved a challenge and this is turning out to be just that. I always seem to rise to challenges so hopefully that is going to see me through the next few months.
I do however seem to have put the rest of my life on hold for now,turning down dinner invites and nights out at the ballet,in favour of studying but it will be worth it in the end.
Even though I am told that I use my studying as an excuse to turn down these invites,while the real reason remains hidden.
I was hoping to go for a nice walk this evening after having spent the day studying,but as I have just been landed with the Destructor that isn`t going to happen.
Ah well never mind there is always tomorrow

I seem to be surrounded by it today. Firstly someone drew me a beautiful picture of a Mythical beast and sent me it,which I have now printed out and it is sat on my study desk overseeing the not quite done essay I am supposed to be writing at this moment in time. Then someone else has a picture of my Icon the Unicorn on their blog today,and a beautiful picture it is. I was searching for something in my documents and came across a host of Fairies that my Spiraly friend sent me.As I sit at the computer desk I am surrounded by Dragons six on my desk,five on my shelf to the left of me and another one on top of the book case.
Do I believe in these Mystical Magical beings,yes I do. And yes that maybe makes me crazy because people say they dont exist or didn`t exist,and I say just because you have never seen something does that mean it cannot exist?lets face it millions of people believe in a God that they never see,have never seen,yet they believe He exists.
When we are children we believe in Magic,in the magical properties of Santa and the Easter Bunny,in Fairies and Wizards,even in bad magic like the Boogeyman.
When I was a child I believed that my toys came alive when noone was around and at night while I slept,and they played and had tea and stuff,I even tried to stay awake and just pretend that I was asleep so I could watch them,but they always outlasted me and I never caught them,yet still sometimes they would be in a different position in the morning to what they were when I went to sleep.
We seem to lose that Magic when we 'Grow up' but when you consider that we are surrounded by forces we dont understand how can we then say that magic does not exist?
Besides believing in Magic often gives you the optimism needed to carry on when you feel like giving in,isn`t luck a kind of magic?
And with any luck the fairies and elfs will write my essay for me while I catch a few zzzzzzz`s
And if not well they will at least put in my head the starting sentence!