Two rambles in one day. Lots of stuff going on in my head right now,is it a full moon or something? Actually no it is a waxing moon thats probably why I am so erm rambly??
Anyway have been visiting friends on my list,leaving the odd ( hehehe they usually are from me
) comment here and there. Perusing and linking on to blogs I haven`t read before. I have found some pretty good ones over the past couple of days,very interesting. On a Sunday I usually visit my friend Stoneleaf He doesn`t post all the time sometimes just once a week,but I do like to go and read when he does,his writing really kicks. If you haven`t read this guy why dont you give him a whirl. http://viewfromthecheapseats.blog.co.uk And he doesn`t need me to generate him traffic he genuinely is a good read. Not everyones cup of tea,but are any of us?
I have had a pretty up and down week,a lovely high yesterday with my flowers from my lovely friend. But my lows have been way low. I lmost gave up my studies,almost threw it all in said thats it I have had enough,well actually I did say I have had enough. Two reasons really one being these damn statistics and trying to remember what is a one tailed and a two tailed Hypothesis,Quasi-experiments,Correlation experiments etc etc. For some reason I just haven`t been able to get my head round them all,no matter how hard I tried I kept getting my variables wrong and getting frustrated with myself for not being able to do it. Then I gets the curriculum for next year. Thats ok,I expected that,gives me time to work out which ones I am doing in my seemingly never ending quest. Except it wasn`t ok,attatched to it is my compulsary subjects,and a breakdown of what I am expected to do and why etc etc. Whoa this is totally different suddenly to what I had been told I could and couldn`t do and not only would it mean I had wasted a whole year on a subject that I want to do but would add on a whole eighteen months to two years of study. It was like the straw that broke the Donkeys back,it arrived on a bad day,I had spent hours grappling with a subject that just didn`t want to enter and stay in this dull brain of mine and I just said thats it enough!! I told myself off for being too stupid to grasp what should have been simple,what kids are doing in school for goodness sake! And I left the books and turned on the comp and chatted to a friend and then I thought while I am on here I will mail my Tutor and tell her thats it. I would finish this year and then no more,so I did. My Friend had cheered me up somewhat so when I mailed her the mail wasn`t as bad as it could have been. She immediately mailed me back and told me she was sure they had it wrong but she would check for me,which she did. It turned out they were wrong. The one they had mailed me was for people starting thier courses at the end of 2007,and my study still counted. And she asked me not to give up. I said I would think about it. And I did. I distanced my self from the books and did a pile of other things and then it came to me,maybe I am going about this all wrong. Maybe instead of trying to learn from the two books I should learn from the one and just use the second for the exercises,maybe the two types of explaining the same thing is what is confusing me? Well no miracle has happened,but I am starting to grasp the basics of it by doing it this way. I might just get there yet 
PS..I haven`t forgotten your challenge CJ I am working on it
Feeling...A tad better
Listening to...Power in the blood-Alabama 3
ajnspencer
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that sounds really nice.
I will get there. If I keep repeating that to myself it might work. Hope your studying is going well.
Aww, bummer for the bad stuff hon, just go look a the flowers!