Have you ever looked around you, at where you live, what you do, the people around and you and thought, what am I doing here? Why do I do that? Why do they put up with me, or I them? I was doing that at three this morning while answering my sons text messages.
You should be asleep, he said to me after texting me for the fourth time, so should you, I replied, he said yeah but I am on the computer whats your excuse he said. Some idiot keeps texting me I replied 
He found that amusing enough for more texts 
Admitted when he sent the first one he didnt expect me to reply, it was for me to find when I got up.
It wasn't just the stuff that happened yesterday, because one of the things that happened yesterday that I didnt write about was a lovely thank you card that said 'I dont know if it is part of your job to put a smile on peoples faces, but you always put one on mine' I thought the card was lovely, my bosses however thought it was over the top and that the person was a might too freindly, why? Because it was from a male, I didnt get that reaction from the card I got last week, saying more or less the same thing, that was from a woman.
It just makes me wonder how they expect me to do my work if I have to differentiate between people because of their gender? I treat everyone exactly the same, even the jerks! And I will not do it any differently, no matter whether they like it or not, these people are with us because they have problems, and it may be problems of their own making, but we all do silly things, we are there to help them, and that means listening to them, and talking to them. Is it my fault that they becaome 'over freindly' ? To me they have found someone that will listen and it helps them.
Maybe I am in the wrong job?
Anyway, enough rambling the white rabbits are looking for me again, off to work, wrong job or not, it pays the bills.
Have a great day, catch you all later.
