I felt that I should at least try to explain, after the lovely messages from people trying to lift my spirits.
Its not that I am depressed, well yes I am, but not as you think, Damn why is this so hard!!
April is my Bad month, as I have said, today is the anniversary of the reason it is a bad month, some people, a few, a tiny handful, know why. I'm sorry if I am not explaining this very well,it is the one day of the year when I allow the darkness to take over, for a little while, just rest assured that give me a day or maybe two, and I will be as full of it as ever.
Thank you, for your messages I will reply, just not right now.
