Just Me!! The Butterfly effect

I knew today would be rough, thats what you get for having Mondays off. I had Mondays and Tuesdays calls, callbacks and sorting out to do.

We are just beginning to find out the extent of the mess that the worker who tried to disrupt us, the one I actually got mad with, has left. All the files she was supposed to have done that are'nt, all the calls she should have made that we are now doing.

Still we will get it sorted with hopefully not too much of a problem for the clients. Its a good job I know how to talk to clients and persuade them to redo that which they have already done

Down to just myself and one other that could only help this afternoon, its like going right back to the start! Though they have promised me someone as soon as Easter is over. Where have I heard that before?

Still, I am home and have been fed, sort of and now time for more study before my programme comes on.

Have a great evening

Still dark when I took the Molly for her walk this morning, and brrrr,that wind sure is cold. Guess it isn't time to store the Thermals away quite just yet

It was strange yesterday, how seeing those kids with that toddler brought back the memories of my own childhood. I couldn't help feeling for them, even though they probably dont even think about what they do, or that it's wrong,I know I didn't, not in a grown up way anyway, that it is the parents that should be taking them in to town. I guess what makes it harder is the fact that their parents were probably at home having coffee and fags at the neighbours!

All I could think was how they would feel if anything happened to the child in their care, the guilt that they would be forced to live with, having been blamed for what happened to my brother despite the fact that I myself was only eight, and we were indoors not outdoors, I know what that feels like. Even now knowing that it was not really my fault, I still feel that I should have been more careful, more watchful.

Children should not have that burden put on them, this is their time of growing and learning and playing, they will spend many years having to work, and care for others, their childhood should be just that, a childhood.

Anyway enough of that, back to work today, this will be fun, a Monday on a Tuesday, at least it will be a short week I guarentee it will be hectic.

So off to get ready, hope you all have a good day.