Just Me!! The Butterfly effect

Sat in the dark with a cup of hot chocolate and the music playing softly in the background, peaceful and relaxing. not made me feel sleepy though.

Did you know that if you stare at something black it eventually fills your whole vision even your peripheral vision, then you blink and your peripheral vision clears, but the longer you look at it the harder it is to clear?

I think it is time for bed.

Have a good night and sweet dreams.

Its friday tomorrow, the end of my first week back. I am really not sure I want to be there anymore, and it isn't just the holiday, it is the changes they have made. And it isn't even that I am against change, change is good, stops you getting stale, but when it also stops me using my talents to their full capacity and leaves me feeling bored and frustrated then it isn't good.

I shall give it a while longer before I make a decision, maybe it will get better but it really isn't looking that way.

Ah well the only way is up, so we will have to see what happens.

Hope everyone had a good day.

The birds this morning are making up for being quiet yesterday morning. There is one sat on the roof across the road and it is singing loud enough for a dozen birds. That one is sure happy to be alive this morning.

Of course the rain had stopped for a little while, though it has started again now and the little bird has headed for cover, wise bird.

It has been a strange night, possibly because it was a strange day yesterday, Not that anything happened, I think thats the point, nothing happened.

It is not just raining it is pouring, looks like I am getting wet again this morning, good job I like rain But even I can get fed up of it.

Sat here last night listening to the rain and thinking of nothing, funny how all kinds of things pop into your head when you are actually thinking of nothing much. Watching my son and his wife last night, getting married seems to have eased their relationship into a new dimension, they are so relaxed and easy with each other, their banter is lighter, they are so obviously happy and content. Thats what a mother likes to see, her children happy.

Right am off to brave the weather and hope that I dont need a boat to get to work.

Have a great day whatever you are doing.