Have you seen the time? I should be in bed right now, sleeping, well ok, just in bed, reading or sommat, like normal.
Instead here I am sat at the computer, why, well seems a friend of mine is hurting and in bother again, but they are simply too stubborn to mail me and talk about it, again, and no they haven't told me that they are feeling that way, I just know as I always do when they are down.
Do you know what its like when you have so much stuff going on in your head that trying to keep up with it all is driving you nuts. I dont mean day to day living stuff, I mean these plots and outlines for stories, books if they ever get that far.
They haunt me, and here I have two stories on the go already and cannot get to them because this other thing has taken over, it just writes itself, just pours out of me, and then it isnt right so I have to delete and start again. But it is looking fairly good, I wonder where it will go this one? I never know you see, how they will turn out, it is as much a journey of discovery for me as for those that read them. Only no one has read this one, well only one person, who I trust implicitly.
Right now what else can I do while I am waiting?

